i don't know what to blog nowadays. Worked as usual and it's getting boringer~. Fell asleep while recording cheque at the same time:P Hope my dear managers didn't see this scene:P:P
OYA! FUCK MYSELF! I FORGOT TO BROUGHT MY WALLET TODAY TO WORK! god dam it! I've to take a 13minutes walk to and fro from my house to jp-.-

Anyway, I'm looking forward to this week. KACHING! However... ... I've just found out that part of my salary needs to credit to CPF-.- (whinning non stop~~~)
Alright, Gotta have my dinner now, buhbye:)

Currently watching:向日葵的约定，海派甜心..
I wantedto watch another drama: 绝世双标 by charmaine sheh(L). But i wanna watch D.I.E!!!
shag.The new boonlay interchange is big and cosy:) me like:) Shopping with mum a moment ago. Bought alot of things:) kay I wanna watch 向日葵的约定 now, buy~!

DANG! WORK TOMORROW! SIAN!!!!!!

Thank god, you gave me the best christmas present for this year.
Mum has discharged from hospital yesterday afternoon;):)
Accompanied her nack home and off I went to small yee'shouse for family gathering:)
Family BBQ!!! And Fiona has grown very very tall, corrine knows how to stand and walkabit:) so cute***
2nd aunt's bobo chacha was superb:) niceniceeee:):)
And I love these gatherings:)
Homed and slept.
MSN conversation later with kath. uhuh, that's all. Today's my offday:) Haiz, next week, second day of the new year is my 'on' day.tsk. BYE!!!!

Pay day's comingggg~~
And oh,happy birthday jaslyn:)

平安夜。

今年的平安夜， 与往年不同。
妈妈生病， 两天前因为肝发炎住进医院。
放工后，我如火箭似的， 程搭巴士直蹦回家。
抱着一颗开心的心情等着妈妈回来。
电梯门开起， 仿佛一颗颗向日葵正在迎接我。
心花怒放。
可是，当我越靠近自己的家门与邻居格格不入， 家的外墙，黑漆漆的。
没有家人的温暖。
当爸爸放工回来时，告知我妈妈还不能回来。
你可想而知， 当时那颗载着一颗满怀希望的我， 仿佛宛如冷热水， 从我顶头只涌而下。
心痛。失望。担心。焦急。

打开电视映幕，看着人们为了佳节选购礼物，为佳节忙碌得连‘累‘字都没写在脸上。
在世界的另一个角落， 我能感受到佳节所带来“与家人共享天伦之乐“的温暖。
在这里， 今年的平安夜。。。 。。。
HAIZzzzzzzz

一个人孤独在家，一个人度过圣诞节，一个人度过平安夜。
一个人吃着那包冷冰冰的炒饭。
晚上，阿姨慰问我为何妈妈进医院，没通知她。 从一开始，是妈妈要我保持低调。。。 。。。
有阿姨的那一通电话，我感觉安心多了。

人们可以说我是不孝女，妈妈入院， 我不对外说，也没去探望她。。。 。。。
其实在我内心深处， 吴时时刻刻都在关心着妈妈的身体情况。但，却因为自己的不好意思，我无法表达自己对妈妈关系的那一面。

或许，对你来说，我很没用。但，在你质问我前，设深处地的想，
我从小，发生过的那一件事，让我从此封闭自己的一分之四。
这几年，我很努力去寻找那一串“育人沟通，表达自己“得那一串钥匙。
可以说，我还是找不着。

平安夜，我向在夜空中的圣诞老公公祈祷，
妈妈明天能够平平安安的出院。


------- 慧仪
24/12/09， 22:22pm

Dear Santas,

All I wish for this year's Christmas present is to regain my mum's health and a pass for discharge tomorrow. All I hope for is a pass for all test conducted today. I detest to be all alone for tonight. You may laugh at me but seriously, I have a phobia of staying all alone at a dark gloomy night. Daddy is going to accommpany mum at hospital tonight. How shall I spentmy night today. **Tears dripping down like a uncontrolled pipe**

I have no mood to do anything but to pray. Not for own's happiness but my mum's speedy recovery.

Hi! 2 days before Christmas. Supplier send us a 3kg Christmas log cake for us. It's blueberry flavour:) Everyone including the uncles working in the factory get to have their share.

Mum has admitted to hospital yesterday night. I couldn't managed to visit her as by the time I knocked off and rushed to hospital, it have already past visiting hours. well, Hope she will be well and discharge tomorrow. God bless.

Work is fine for this week. It's rather weird for me as I felt totally high in the office. LOL! And you won't even imagine it if Idah (colleague) and I 'danced' the Pink Panther dance in front of the reception area. HAHA!

Haiz, I feel so weird today on the way to company as I saw many many new 'anticipated going to be sec 1s next year' eagerly reorting to their new secondary schools today. I meant, I kinda miss schooling, my dear friends and teachers. Not forgetting homeworks piling during holidays. So memorable, yet fun. How I wish I can go back to campus again( LOL!)

Ohwell, I think I have blog a rather lengthy post today. Till then:)

Completed gong xin ji drama serial. What's next? D.I.E or hai pai tian xin? tell me.....
Shopping spree ytd with Belle at orchard. Think twice before buying as my budget is only 50bucks. I think I will need to revisit orchard again on wed to get bottoms before those on going promotions are over. Kimchi pancake as our dinner and OMG! orchard was flooded with people. Though lights are everywhere, people were majority! Managed to squeezed out of orchard by taking a express bus home. 2hrs of bus ride! Home and dang, slept.

Brand new week tmr! yes! 3 days off! buhbye!

My last post was 3 days ago. Well, there's nothing special happening for the past few days. Currently watching gong xin ji ep 26. LOL! I know I'm slow. Work as usual.

Was really glad that my friends I cared alot from the N.A stream did super well and were promoted to Sec 5. WELL DONE! On the other hand, I must also congratulate Adrian, xueming as well as stanley khor for being the 'top students of the year;)

Speaking of results, I'm worried for my O level results. Heard from other school mates they said that it will most likely to release on week 1 of January 2010! OMYGAWD!

Well, Currently, working with Idah in the office. No manager= PARTY TIME!!! In the mean time, I'm sitting down at the reception counter shaking legs, eating tiger (elton taught me this, LOL!:)

alrightz bye:) Night time, catch me @ Orchard shopping^^ Santas next friday! OYES!