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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

好久没来了!

今天,在学校上了一堂关于人体学的课程。 在寻找答人体图案时,有些体会。
我的身体,就像照片里腐烂的尸体。 当下的第一个念头。。。。

“有一天,我也会跟他一样身体器官慢慢腐烂。这样老,这样死去”
念死的概念越来越强。

现在,很随喜自己找到了上日下常老法师, 我的善知识告诉我这个生命的道理。
不像班上里, 还在吃喝玩乐, 只为了成绩读书的年轻人 很努力的吸收知识却不知道所学的道理已经以indirect的方式告诉我们生命的真相。 并且要多多努力地去把自己的生命活到最有价值--惟有来上广论。

感恩佛陀。 感恩一直在我身旁帮助我成长的善友们。 感恩感恩。

很随喜自己选对了生物医药科学系。 因为,这科系让我对我所学的菩提道次第广论里起了很大的影响。因为见证什么?见证了对生命的无常。 所以我要趁健在的身体,好好的实践广论。并且把自己最亲的阿妈, 和自己最要好的朋友带来学广论。

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Most of my friends notice that I would not go for expensive stuff and always rushing.

Let me just clarify the first point:
I would prefer to go for cheap deals because I was once a poor little girl. Living with only $1.50 for breakfast and lunch. Currently, even though I was studying in a tertiary institution, my daily allowance have only increased to $2.20 per day. Hence, I would need to save up to pamper myself once a month (perhaps a cup of caramel frap from starbuck:P)> In addition, whenever I go shopping or outing with friends, I wasn't given any allowance like my friends. I used my own money to spent on shoppings.

Moreover, given my family's current condition, I do not dare to ask for more.

Next: always rushing
I would always imagine myself and putting myself in a situation. Do I ever regret if I am going to die the next minute? I would regret on my actions. hence, I would make a point to complete the work I am supose to do and do it to the fullest. Thanks to Lamrim, because of this book, I know that I have to take good care of this precios life to make other's life a happier one.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

学法, 要对这个道理有确定的认识。
虽然很CHIM, But I must persevere...从浅到深,跟着生命老师走, 好好的决择。
因为世间上所有的智慧比不上我生命老师所教的。

我学习的违缘,沉和掉。但是今天,我知道要不间断地观三宝的merits and its advantages和无常苦.

Monday, December 13, 2010

眼睛
詞:吳德福 曲:李翰章 編曲:黃康淇
主音:黃杏怡 童聲:吳尚好,劉美詩

天上的星星 媽媽的眼睛
一閃一閃亮晶晶 照亮我的心

池塘的星星 爸爸的眼睛
一波一波亮晶晶 清洗我的心

天上的星星 佛陀的眼睛
一閃一閃亮晶晶 照亮我的心

池塘的星星 佛陀的眼睛
一波一波亮晶晶 清洗我的心


我自问, 我不是一个好弟子。 在心对竟时,学的法用不上。
起次,恶业烦恼不断的造 。

我记得, 有一回,班长说过, 亲近善知识,依指法, 才能证的无善菩提。
我做到了吗? 2010年,我做到了吗?
很惭愧。 有做但很少。 反而, 恶业比较多。

昨晚, 有机会闻到净连法师开示死后的现实情况。
我很庆幸, 现在还留着一个健在的法身慧命, 免受地狱苦。
慧仪在这里, 诚心惨悔自己不知不决犯的恶业。

记得如贵法师在忆师恩法会里说过。。。
“在痛苦也好要好好的祈求,在痛苦心要造善业,好好修行”
因为,日常法师说过,
“只要我不放弃学广论, 法师会陪我走到成佛的目标”


福智真美^。^

Monday, November 15, 2010

上師教誡
此時此刻
我們雖然相隔萬里
但心卻匯聚一處
這神聖偉大的法會
再度讓我們在同一時間
想一個人
唱同一首讚頌
流一樣的淚
那顆光輝慈悲的心
依然照耀我們
依然陪伴我們
就如同我們這樣憶念著他
十方諸佛, 如母憶子, 憐念眾生

請記得
認真學廣論
歡喜學廣論
堅持學廣論
這是師父最歡喜的事
我們是廣論大家庭
我想念你們

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Sem 2 day3.
Well, I have 2 Doctorate as my lecturers for physics and chemistry respectively. Their teaching were awesome. Though they like to ask their student many many questions. Nevertheless, I still like them as they were like a living encyclopedia as they can answer and convinced me fully.

Psss....

I have a friend. Her classmate carries the most jovial name---Teck soon.
Initially, I felt awkward and stunned. Deep in my heart, I thought that Teck soon really came back to me. I was so delighted. However, the image of the person which carries a similar name of my brother had shattered my hope onto hard ground.

I miss you brother.
I pray to buddha for those who cared for me to be in pink health.